29 Octobre

J'en ai juste Marre. Je n'ai plus envie.

# Posté le mercredi 28 octobre 2009 19:08

(L)

(L)
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She may be the only one who ever could truly understand what I mean when I'm writing here.. When I'm talking about pain, she knows how it feels and she's the one who doesn't answer my prayers with lifeless words.. These words that have been said too many times already.. these words that don't mean anything nowadays

The one I was looking for, the one who understands what hell can be like

But even though we're freakishly alike on some points.. I really do love her

If she ever read these words, I'd like her to know.. She's perfect to me

# Posté le jeudi 08 octobre 2009 05:26

Modifié le jeudi 08 octobre 2009 05:45

Vendredi 9 Octobre

Vendredi 9 Octobre
Is it Someday yet ?

# Posté le vendredi 09 octobre 2009 09:00

11 Octobre

19

Happy Birthday..

Yipie.. ?

# Posté le dimanche 11 octobre 2009 11:28

Lundi 5 Octobre

Lundi 5 Octobre
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Stop wasting your time on me, i'm not worth it, and there's nothing to be done

# Posté le lundi 05 octobre 2009 15:49

I said tough love, not hand the guy a noose

I said tough love, not hand the guy a noose
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I've done what will never be undone. I can't believe what I just did.. He just had no right to tell me these things right ? But I didn't have to talk to him like that.. D'you think he'll ever forgive me ?

Who am I talking to anyway.. Who is here to read that crap.. who is here to understand ?

He was my whole life.. and now.. he's gone

# Posté le lundi 05 octobre 2009 09:56

STOP. C'est fini.. Tout est fini.

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# Posté le vendredi 21 août 2009 05:34

Modifié le vendredi 21 août 2009 16:56

Let's pray since there's nothing else to do

Let's pray since there's nothing else to do
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All that's left is to accept that it's over

# Posté le jeudi 20 août 2009 16:01

Go fuck yourself.. All of you

Go fuck yourself.. All of you
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Vous voulez que jvous dise ? Vous me donnez envie de GERBER.

# Posté le mercredi 29 juillet 2009 16:45

Pourquoi est-ce que je me co à msn ?

Pourquoi est-ce que je me co à msn ?
Everytime I do.. I can't help noticing that most people are really selfish.. self-centered.. One could talk to me about herself for hours.. She doesn't care to know if I give a damn about her stupid stories.. She just talks.. on and on. And i'm too weak to tell her that I can't take it anymore.. Can't she see I'm dying right in front of her.. ? Can't she see something's not right ?

Putain mais c'est pas croyable de voir ça.. j'en ai marre de lire des monologues sans aucun interet à propos de ses stupides histoires.. si elle savait comme je m'en fous. En ce moment je me fous de tout de toute manière..

I do my best not to offend her but it's getting harder and harder. I can't stand talking to her.. It's just unbearable to hear her complaining all the time about her stupid boyfriends while I'm here.. right there.. wasting away. I just need to tell someone.. I need to yell, to scream.. to cry. I've been trying so hard to keep all my feelings inside.. But I feel like my heart is gonna explode if I don't let it out a bit. And it's so hard.. so hard to see that nobody around me is willing to listen up.. I feel so lonely..

I just can't get how come nobody understands how I feel.. How come nobody sees what's going on..
And then I remember.. Nobody really cares..

# Posté le vendredi 24 juillet 2009 17:00

Modifié le jeudi 30 juillet 2009 12:24